Allergies Year Three
I love it when you go to the dr. and you know full well there is nothing they can do for you but you go anyway and then you feel like an idiot because you were right originally and there was nothing they could do for you and they have this look on their face which either means you really wasted their time THANK YOU or that you are really stupid. Or maybe I just had a mean lady dr. today. I only went because I’ve been coughing for over a week, I have allergies that are so bad that if they were a super power I could kill you with them and then this morning my nostrils started to hurt to breathe through and my mom is coming to visit this weekend so I thought fuck it I have to go to the dr. WHAT IF I HAVE A SINUS INFECTION. I don’t. I just have really bad ADULT allergies. Adam and I gave it some serious thought and discovered it is THIS TIME OF YEAR EXACTLY that I suffer the very most. I swear it feels like someone is blowing a balloon up in my head and they just won’t stop like it is my birthday forever but it sucks more than getting older.
Basically all I got out of my visit was told to take more Flonase until I’m over this bad attack and to take Tylenol for my cough. Nothing I take for my headaches helps the balloon affect. I don’t think I even have to get into how much that sucks.
I tried to get my mom to change her ticket because I feel like a write off but it is too expensive so hopefully it will rain or something, because golf is out anyway with it being the long weekend, it’ll be busy as death and I don’t have the patience with the allergies to play a pitch and putt course and have it take four plus hours. I’ll probably just rent lots of movies and we can go to the mall where the pollen can’t get me. When she comes down I want to have things to do and I always worry about that because we don’t have a car but add allergies in and I’m feeling a little stressed. Plus I am very picky about the state of the apartment I am NOT the type of person you just drop by on, if it is not clean to my standards I really do not like having people in here AT ALL and it won’t be ‘clean’ because I’ve been putting off cleaning because I’ve been feeling so shitty and now I can’t be breathing in stupid cleaning products when my nose already hurts. SEE how whiney I am, I have apologized to my mom in advance. Granted I may feel slightly better if it rains by Friday and/or the taking the Flonase twice a day helps.
