Yesterday I had planned on at least posting photos of my hair cut and we had Christmas From Rhonda in November on Tuesday night but SUDDENLY I had this bizarre panic attack followed rather closely by back pain. This panic attack with odd back pain led me to realize that I really love Twitter because I wrote a quick Twitt and I only have like 12 followers at present and still I had instant support and it helped me get my breathing back inline and helped me keep at the breathing exercises until it subsided. I was trying to stretch and concentrate on breathing at the same time. My back pain did not go away so I tried an old trick that has worked in the past which is really easy, I took a nap hoping whatever was out would just pop back in but it seems to be more muscle related, when I got up I took some Naproxen, it feels better today but not 100%. I guess I am a bit stressed out. Christmas season will get me every year, the new job meaning I actually have to learn how to juggle being a wife and a regular employee somewhere. And see, that part I really hate because I don’t have kids so I feel guilty having days where I get literally nothing done, no dishes, not even able to five star any Guitar Hero songs just complete and utter wastes of days and I think how do woman with children do it? I know they aren’t playing Guitar Hero but still that is not the point.
I haven’t liked a hair stylist as much as I like my current one since this lady WAY back in Terrace who really knew my head and gave me great cuts. This woman I also feel really gets my head, its shape and its cow licks, not to mention she is friendly as friendly can be, I could not stop staring at her rack the other day which I think she noticed but she has a very nice natural rack. Very nice.
As you can see I didn’t really change much. My bangs are a little less left, but I can still make them left, I have options. Awesome.
I was discussing with Adam last night how it is a tiny bit startling seeing the subtle changes in my face, the more distinct lines coming out from my nose and wrapping around my mouth, don’t get me wrong the changes, the realizations, the acceptance that aging IS happening and all the rest that comes with being 30 has been a great trip so far and Adam said I’m only getting better looking but isn’t he supposed to say that?
