Twitter love and new(ish) hair
Yesterday I had planned on at least posting photos of my hair cut and we had Christmas From Rhonda in November on Tuesday night but SUDDENLY I had this bizarre panic attack followed rather closely by back pain. This panic attack with odd back pain led me to realize that I really love Twitter because I wrote a quick Twitt and I only have like 12 followers at present and still I had instant support and it helped me get my breathing back inline and helped me keep at the breathing exercises until it subsided. I was trying to stretch and concentrate on breathing at the same time. My back pain did not go away so I tried an old trick that has worked in the past which is really easy, I took a nap hoping whatever was out would just pop back in but it seems to be more muscle related, when I got up I took some Naproxen, it feels better today but not 100%. I guess I am a bit stressed out. Christmas season will get me every year, the new job meaning I actually have to learn how to juggle being a wife and a regular employee somewhere. And see, that part I really hate because I don’t have kids so I feel guilty having days where I get literally nothing done, no dishes, not even able to five star any Guitar Hero songs just complete and utter wastes of days and I think how do woman with children do it? I know they aren’t playing Guitar Hero but still that is not the point.
I haven’t liked a hair stylist as much as I like my current one since this lady WAY back in Terrace who really knew my head and gave me great cuts. This woman I also feel really gets my head, its shape and its cow licks, not to mention she is friendly as friendly can be, I could not stop staring at her rack the other day which I think she noticed but she has a very nice natural rack. Very nice.
As you can see I didn’t really change much. My bangs are a little less left, but I can still make them left, I have options. Awesome.
I was discussing with Adam last night how it is a tiny bit startling seeing the subtle changes in my face, the more distinct lines coming out from my nose and wrapping around my mouth, don’t get me wrong the changes, the realizations, the acceptance that aging IS happening and all the rest that comes with being 30 has been a great trip so far and Adam said I’m only getting better looking but isn’t he supposed to say that?
November 29th, 2007 at 15:03
The new hair looks haawt!
November 29th, 2007 at 17:51
You look beautiful.
I’m going home for a nap today. I can’t wait.
November 29th, 2007 at 17:54
i LOVE the new do! You went a bit darker too. Very nice. Hope you’re feeling better. I haven’t had a panic attack in years and I live in fear that I’ll get one, how pathetic is that? Anyway, they are the worst and I’m glad you had some support to calm down and get it out of your system. Good luck with the job and wife thing. You can do it, we all manage to make it work and I have confidence that you will too! Hang in there.
November 29th, 2007 at 21:37
I’ve got to check out this twitter thing. I like the new cut/style – it’s pretty!
November 30th, 2007 at 02:48
I have noticed the changes in your face, you can flash me a picture of yourself from the last 5 years and i’m next to certain I could pin it down to a six months.
What do you think about that?
What is twitter? I don’t like it because it has the word ‘twit’ in it but i’m sure it’s something fairly cool (for twits….ARF!)
Contact me with more info on Twitting.
C.J Hixon Esq – World Champion Guitarist 2007
November 30th, 2007 at 06:35
Beautiful new cut…so pretty & feminine & yes, he’s supposed to say you are more lovely now…but funny thing about love…it really does make you grow more beautiful in someone else’s eyes (isn’t that just the coolest thing?)
Panic attacks have made me make really horrible decisions in the past…good luck with yours.
November 30th, 2007 at 08:09
Panic attacks are the worst. I don’t know about you, but I always start crying when I have them so it is super obvious to everyone that I am freaking out.
December 1st, 2007 at 10:58
I love your hair and you look great for an old lady.
December 1st, 2007 at 14:50
thanks guys! you are all too sweeeeet
Ms. Understood: yes, sometimes they make me cry, it is the lack of air that does it, i normally start trying to cough at some point during it as well which makes it worse and my eyes just start watering whether im crying or not.